ive been such a bad friend.
for the past week, i was so caught up with assgts that i forgot abt fae. well, not that i forgot. but ive no energy for our weekly catch ups. i dont even have energy for myself. she'd rant on whatsapp about me having no time for her. we're lesbian partners. kidding lah, we're not. no, seriously.
every spare time possible is spent on reading notes and attempting the assgts - during lunch, in train rides and wee hours into the night. google helped alot too. more often than not, i sleep with my books and notes. its that exhausting. whatever these law mods are teaching me, i swear im not paying as much attention. its gonna be worse next sem - accounts! =/ assgts overlapped one another. meetups with team mates seem to be happening soon. and classes are dry.
however, motivation does go a long way. for some reason, im motivated to finish the course as soon as i can. like, i would walk 500 miles and i would walk 500 more. im also secretly hating myself for not being serious with my studies in the earlier sems of course the money factor is an issue.
but i'll have to pull through, who doesnt.