its nowhere eventful, but it sure had triggered a lot of emotions. hence the black hole entry previously.
the emotional roller-coaster ride during the two weeks were tiring. bridal woes, arguments with abz about shitass stuffs, trying to study for my papers, realizing how some stupid people can be, work stuffs, etc. im glad i managed to pull through.
school
exams were a week's apart. given both papers were accounts, i had mental block automatically and didnt prepare for both papers.
at least FA was better than MA. ive no clue at all what my MA lecturer talked about during lectures. all lessons were draggy and boring and have no references to the questions and yadda yadda. crap, i dont even know the lecturer's name. FA was a little better because my lecturer, YY, was very engaging and luosuo. she kept given us past years papers to practice, and was very on about the module.
whatever. both papers are over now, and i rewarded myself by sleepingggg. im just waiting for the results to see if i will have to retake the mods. mehhhh~.
abz
ah well, what can i say about this fella. some days are loved, some days i just wanna strangle the crap outta him.
anyhow, im also glad that things are back to good between us. god protect us from evil eyes, please.
bridal woes
okay this ive been meaning to write, but kept postponing because of (so-called) revision and shits that happened. this requires a whole post for itself.
stupid people
more like, brainless.
really, i cannot believe some people are darn good at faking everything. whats worse, they dragged others to feel equally miserable like them. apa maksud?! be unhappy all you want lah, why drag other people. this is one of the emotional-wrenching ride i was on the past week.
if you're jealous and you become better, i can accept it because you used that jealousy to make yourself and your life better. but if you're jealous and yet you have nothing, are full of facade and cannot be happy for others and make others to be in the same unfortunate boat as you, you deserve it. padanlah hidup tak bahagia.
you are just like the evil character in any fairytales, any childrens' stories i know. sendiri tak happy, dan juga tak nak orang lain happy. perangai buruk sey.
arhhhhh.
as much as i am glad that this gloomy episode is over (that peabrain is still there, btw), somehow i get the feeling it's not totally over. its like the weather these days. morning rain, afternoon sunny and evening rain again.
i feel like ive to be on my toes, because i cant put my finger to whats coming.